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Saturday, 06 February 2010
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新的故事里,
没我想像中那么的好.
也许,
在一月里,
他给我一次的机会,
让我再次创出新一个故事,
新的奇迹.
但,我却让那个机会再次离开我.
而我,再次感受到那寂寞的拜访.
于诗的忽冷忽热的对待,
但对他人却热情得很.
使我非常地不自在,
让我时常想着,
我是不是那么宅,没话题与他人分享?
是不是我做错了什么事?
自从山离开了学校,
我可说没有一位朋友能向他们诉苦.
是有几位,但他们都不在我的范围里.
他们对我忽冷忽热,
让我有了那被排斥的感觉他们,
相信我吗?
知道我的存在吗?
这感觉让我想着,
他们排斥我,我还需要相信他们吗?孤独一人,在那界的个一处都孤独寂寞.
没人知他曾经有没有存在,
有没有消失.
只有在乎与关心他的人才知他在何处..沈乐,是真正的快乐吗?是他要的吗?
Friday, 29 January 2010
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LOL!
More and more homework came up to me.
bloody hell!
these teacher just won't stop giving us works to do.
even that,
some teachers are useless,
they come to train only.
so we are the tikus putih,
let these teacher torture us.
not just homework,
other problems sort like attend others house practice,
she thought just because she was some school headmaster's wife,
so she can act whatever she want.
(speechless)
dislike her who act like she is sooo great.
pfff,
get busy with bunch of homework right now...
Saturday, 23 January 2010
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Speechless..
i just speechless...
don't know what to do.
i just follow what they asked to me do.
thought i can calm myself.
but i just can't hold it anymore.
my mInd was blank.
empty and nothing.
too much stuff to hAndle.
now,
i only can take one step at a tiMe...
Sunday, 17 January 2010
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Spotted!!!
WOOTS!
i found out my biggest weakness in my life!
when i think of it,
it is scary until can order me to do whatever you want me to do so.
my GREATEST nightmare ever in these 16 years....
and the weakness require one kind of people to do so..
HELL.
oh yeah...
why am i telling here?
shouldn't i take this as secret???
well,
you will never thought who is the people can hit my weakness.
teeheeheehee.... -
Woohoo.
i like myself much than before.
since i found out something special when i was reading about F4 subject.
BIOLOGY, CHEMISTRY, HISTORY AND PHYSIC are so cool!!!
maybe just for me,
because i study them in story-style.
and i didn't expect, there are some Maple Story's words in these subject!!!!
Assyria was in history; Ossyria in Maple world.
Victoria as well~
Biology about living things!
i love biology because i like plants and animal!!
chemistry known as ALCHEMY!!!
woohooo!!!
i learn that from Castle Age and Maple Story.
Physic, maybe because of tuition,
the teacher teach me understand the things well.
beside, physic contain accuracy, distance, force and other physical stuff,
all were inside the Maple Story!!!
teeeeeheeeeee!
so excited!
learn these subject in story-style is fun! very very fun!!
can't wait to learn the next one!!
P/S: there is a Crazy Cheese girl jumping around in my phone.
hmmm...wonder who is she???
Friday, 15 January 2010
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Suck.
Private blog updated.
morning going to school to have some fun.
decorate class is one of my favorite activity.
if not, why i would become Leader of A.M. Service? (stupid translate)
sigh....
it is sad...
that things have changed....
things are not suppose to be like that.
but it did happened since last year.
i have to say,
i am really sad with it. terribly sad.
because i am not with the old group anymore...
because i am leaving the old group.
i have met the new group.
the new group gave me excitement and joy.
for my happiness and away from blues,
i have to leave from the old group.
but the things is,
my heart was there...with the flower...
as long it was there...my heart will be there...
unless...my heart has disappear from there...
Eywa....what i should do.....?
Monday, 11 January 2010
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sigh.
love my school,
love my friends,
love my band,
love my Geo club,
try to like my new friends,
try to like my new school life,
try to fit myself with the new subject,
try to find tuition,
try to finish up all homework,
try to close the case that what head master have requested ASAP,
try to not to think so much,try to ignore the feelings,
but never try to love or like my teachers.
i am learning....to be alone....
not to care so much.....
foolish of me,
still take friends 1st than myself.
sigh.....
why these are so hard for me to do......?
Wednesday, 06 January 2010
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Anyone...
We got problems, we have to tell out.
so maybe people will to help.
pity and sadly,
we got voice...but no one hear...no one care....
what they care?
they care for themselves.
we just students.
they won't care about us.
We become miserable with it.
We are sad, moody and depress.
we want some changes from them.
Unfortunately,
the fools never care.
we only can hope and pray,
that miracle will be happen.
we don't expect the word
reality.
it is cruel and cold,
brought us to miserable place....
anyone,
would help us?
Tuesday, 05 January 2010
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Nightmare....
oh hell,
here we go again.
we were switched into different class again...
and it was totally SUCK! SUCK! SUCK!
there is none of my close friends in my class,
even that, all of them have their own group.
what about me?
i am the one who don't have group.
yeah i know there are also some chinese here,
but the thing is,
i was tired for being acting "being nice" in front them.
"it is another nightmare"
"don't keep tell me it is ok, it is not"
"i have no close friends there..."
"i hate F4 year....."
i have to agreed what my friends said....
i have same feelings with them.
i don't to step into the memories of F1 again....
F1 is my worst school nightmares......
I RATHER TO DIE BETTER THAN SITTING WITH PEOPLE THAT I NOT CLOSE WITH
guys, do help us to convince our headmaster to switch back our old class at his facebook!
i have start the first comment (tanker haha)
now it is your turn to tell him what you felt!
Good Luck in convincing!!!! YAY!
Saturday, 02 January 2010
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Bored.......
SERIOUSLY,
i hate go to school....
because i have to wake up so early.....
i miss my big holiday now.....
in my holiday,
i can talk with my Maple girl friend,
play whole day~~
sigh...
reality life.....
actaeon29
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- Name: Clyde
- Birthday: 3/16/1994
- Gender: Male
- Member Since: 10/15/2009
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