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Saturday, 28 April 2012
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('.')<(confused)
today,unexpected day
met my schoolmates
to be more clearly,
met all the one who i crushed with during at my secondary school at the same time
sunflower,Iris and Wendeline.
sound ridiculous don't you think?
but is true.all of us,separated to own path
me already walking in the Factor 6 path
in the end of my story of secondary school
i didn't with anyone who i crush with
and didn't found any nakama eithercurrently listening to Fairy Tail's Soundtrack
and thinking
when i will meet my nakama?
when i will meet her or not?
sometime i just feel so helpless as when i need someone be there for me
there is none
so i just keep watch anime,listen songs
keep myself away and into Virtual land
ignore the whole worldbut i just...hope that one day,
i will meet my nakama
and then only she
at somewhere. i still hoping,and not yet give up myself and the dream...
Sunday, 22 April 2012
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my dream
so as i said,
these i was so busy with One Piece
not just One Piece but also Fairy Tail
because of these
it make me have a new dream
i want to meet my nakama too in my life
their story,tell me having nakama is really really fun
without them,i guess it will very very boring
i wonder,will this dream ever to come true??nakama who will stay together in most of time
achieve own dream but stay together in adventure
and have fun together...
this is a dream for me
that i want to have it to become real.
so find my nakama,will be my one of my dreamsthought "start new life at Japan"
will be my very important dream
so i can to make my other dream to come true
find nakama,otaku life,open shop,living in dream place and etc.
so many and i want them to come true.oh God,please do help me with my dreams to come true~
Saturday, 21 April 2012
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Boku no Yume
right now i was crazy with One Piece again
since i rather keep put my homework aside
while i was resting or healing myself at home
since i been told that my stomach have some problems again...
well i guess i need to start my work again
for one and half years i guess?
no choice then... :(japan and japan anime so inspired me
i don't know what should i do~~~
when come to think about my future,
it do really is a problem to me....
keep think and think
but no answer
future along with my dream.....?2.14 am now
go sleep now and continue tomorrow ...oyasumi~
Wednesday, 18 April 2012
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*beeping sound...
yeah,currently really really not good now
so not good
the whole body system is out of control
i feel the pain
yet i don't know what to do...could this be my final moment on this planet?
and going to another world?
if so,take me to my fantasy land
where i can live peacefully without worry anything
but just enjoy myself at there for eternity...
yeah seriously i having a health problem now
i don't know what it is,
it could fatal i guess?
it is my time?
i don't know,i sort of worry as i have so much things and dream to achieve and to enjoyif i just could live on this world,
without facing stupid reality problems
life like virtual world
i will be glad.very glad...
so if this were my final time,
i guesss,i just do things i like
spend my time with my virtual friends..thats all...
Sunday, 15 April 2012
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o.o
yup i just wasted my one and half hours for doing nothing but surfing the net
maybe because i was out of things to do
yeah i suppose to do my homework in my Factor 6
but i think i will do later after i finished my article
the pain seems to become lesser
i very glad with that
so i can back to normal life again
*smilebut currently now
i already lost my faith in love
so now my life just factor 6 and maple
that's all i guess?
because i can't do any other things else
as i can't watch anime with my will
the factor 6 life sort of like the live in Factor 5
it is pulling my heart,yet i was worry i can't do well in future
well,i must do well for this timei not sure what is on my mind
but i was like keep try to know more about myself
like to spend more time with myself
maybe is because like what the newspaper told
"why don't you love yourself 1st before you love someone or someone love you?"i guess so.... :3
